A dreary day here. Supposed to rain. I didn't sleep all that well but I have a ton of stuff to get done this weekend around the house. Hopefully I can motivate myself to actually do it.
Other than that, I am struggling a bit today. I don't remember the last time I did something with someone that I didn't suggest or plan. Which for someone that suffers from anxiety around feeling left out or being a burden, it takes its toll. It is hard for me to feel like I am wanted when no one actually invites me to do anything. Usually my rational brain can keep me in check. But it would be nice to hear, I want you to come do X with me, even just once in a while.
Other than that, I am struggling a bit today. I don't remember the last time I did something with someone that I didn't suggest or plan. Which for someone that suffers from anxiety around feeling left out or being a burden, it takes its toll. It is hard for me to feel like I am wanted when no one actually invites me to do anything. Usually my rational brain can keep me in check. But it would be nice to hear, I want you to come do X with me, even just once in a while.
Ok, pity party over. Sorry for the downer.
I totally get this! I am always the one getting everyone together or suggesting doing something. If I don't, it's crickets! It gets old and tiresome.
On top of my game today! Even bought and sent off VD cards to The Boy with a token gift. I have organized all my 2017 records and 2018 to date and have all tax records in a file folder. Next up is laundry. Grey and dreary here as well, good day to do the organization.
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Other than that, I am struggling a bit today. I don't remember the last time I did something with someone that I didn't suggest or plan. Which for someone that suffers from anxiety around feeling left out or being a burden, it takes its toll. It is hard for me to feel like I am wanted when no one actually invites me to do anything. Usually my rational brain can keep me in check. But it would be nice to hear, I want you to come do X with me, even just once in a while.
Ok, pity party over. Sorry for the downer.
I totally get this! I am always the one getting everyone together or suggesting doing something. If I don't, it's crickets! It gets old and tiresome.
Me too! It amazes me. I contact a friend that haven't seen in awhile and they are all excited to get together. But why did I have to make that first step, why can't he/she do that too on occasion?
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Went to the store to pick up the flowers
for church tomorrow, and they were ALL
OUT ! The only things they had left were
huge arrangements, with huge prices!
Roses that were $9.98/dozen last week
were $18 today! And no "fillers' to be
had (babies breath, leatherleaf fern, etc.)
At least I had enough time to make a
quick trip to the wholesale florist in San
Antonio. I'm happy they didn't jack up
their prices. I know, the suppliers up
their prices, just because they can at
this time of year. And it happens at
Mothers' Day, as well.
So tomorrow's arrangement for church
will be hot pink, with lots of babies
breath.
It started raining around midnight and hasn't stopped for more than 5 minutes, since.
Mom and dad have been in Disney World all week. They are due back tomorrow.
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Lily ~ Could you please send some of the rain down our way? We'd appreciate it very much!
I would, but we need it, too.
Maybe you could try a rain dance?
You'll need to post a video here for it to work.😆
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so the creosote log is still frickin burning. GRRR but on a good note I did get done the boring paperwork I needed to plus laundry. No plans for tonight.
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Sometimes you're the windshield, and sometimes you're the bug.
Being gone next week, I had to work all day today. Had to take care of Snoop (literally) and DJ Khaled (prima dona). They are WEARING ME OUT!!!!!
But the label is paying for my internet access while we are on the cruise...and they also purchased our drink vouchers. I will work a couple hours a day, take no vacation time, and service my acts. All is good...
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A flock of flirting flamingos is pure, passionate, pink pandemonium-a frenetic flamingle-mangle-a discordant discotheque of delirious dancing, flamboyant feathers, and flamingo lingo.
